Now,

We're carrying many things to be worried about, different things. Changing each day, dragging us down... And swirl in our head. And the most fucking moment is when, we just don't get the insight of this. The silver lining, of this. The reason behind... When we push our logic too strong to understand. I just don't know... It's horrible knowing when I went sleep and woke up in the morning the same thing, haunted. May be it's the effect of living an unscheduled life, and leaving Allah's behind. May be it's a lesson He wants me to understand. May be... God, may be is another thing of worried, and I am sick of this.